Too much "life" going on...

I haven't had time to blog, or energy, since the last when I began this. Have had more surgeries for other things and now walk with a cane. Life goes on when we're making other plans. I wish I had the energy to even just clean my apartment! Radiation took all my energy away and it hasn't found it's way back yet.

I'm still wondering about a lot of things, although I've come to the conclusion that prayer for me does NOT work. I pray and things go wrong. I still wonder if there could be an afterlife without a "GOD" in it??? No one has been able to answer that. I've hung around different sites that offer debates between Christians and atheists, but the atheists usually make more sense and don't consign you to a "hell" if you don't agree with them. Christians can be just plain nasty!

Hopefully I'll get back here again soon. I just feel NO ONE is really going to want to read this anyway. Oh well, I tried.